I should have written a book by now.

I am reading a series of "books" called 'The Law of One'. In it, these people ask questions of a higher density being known as RA.

Yes, the Egyptian reference is correct.

Confusing as the discussions are, RA makes some statements that I find are not unique to me. I have come up with the same conclusions on my own as far back as 1989.

I might have to compile them into a book, as what RA says about certain things is said at a much more higher level than most people could understand.

My whole understanding about god and reality is based on a simple mathematical equation. If you apply what is understood about the math, then a lot of stuff starts making a lot more sense.

I do like some of the stuff that RA talks about. That being that there are "distortions" to the law of one. Another being how communion is metaphysical magic.

I've picked up bits and pieces over the years that really augment and support the understandings of the esoteric/metaphysical universe and as one learns about the nature of an infinite creator, they learn a little bit about themselves.

I plan on building a website just to host the book.

When RA closes a session he always says the following: "I(we) leave you in the light and love of the one infinite Creator. Go forth, therefore, rejoicing in the power and the peace of the One Glorious infinite Creator. Adonai."

X-Files, Star Trek Online, Comic Books and an Intuitive flash.

I was playing Star Trek Online last night and I had a strange thought about the x-files comic book. Not the current one called "x-files:30 days of night" which I am obviously waiting for the trade paperback, but instead the original comic book series released by topps. Yeah, the card company topps. During the 90s comic craze topps briefly got into the comic book business. One of the books: X-files.

So today I was thinking about going to the comic shop. I like hunting through their 50 cent bins, and to my surprise the missing issues of the x-files book were in the bins. I mean, it was almost an entire run of the series, missing just a couple or so issues. So obviously I picked them up. I was rather strange to see those books there like that, but I am oh so pleased and thankful that they were.

In retrospect, I wonder if the thought I had about the comic not just the night before, was a premonition or something intuitive about what would transpire today? I don't really care too much about it. I am somewhat tickled that it did happen.

BONELAC

It was a rather disturbing dream. In it, I watched the moon spin in circles in the sky. Sometimes it spun in almost a circle and other times it spun like it was making a heart shape in the sky.

The sky was dark and it was erratic in it's movements. It's was as if it was just sitting there and suddenly it moved.

A term was spoken as if I was watching it on the weather channel. "It's called a bonelac (bone-a-lack) and is what happens when the moon makes patterns in the sky."

I was with family and everyone freaked every time the moon moved. It's enough to give someone a heart attack, because it is so shocking.

After that I had a vision of south america being mostly covered in ice. Pretty much a circle from the tip of argentina through most of brazil.

It was at this point, I noted that I was dreaming, and usually when I have a strange dream, I try to look for a face looking back at me. When I did, I thought it looked like a tiger but the more I looked the more alien the face became. I asked for a name and I got the name cyrus, but that is possibly wrong.

I woke up at 5 and had to immediately write this one down. It may be important.

I did a web search and found no use of the word "bonelac". If you know of such a word, please send me an e-mail.

Ed: on further search, bonelac is possibly latin and combines the words bona and lacuna. If the words are combined, the result roughly translates to "beautiful circle".

A dream brought by a well known demon... and lady gaga too?!?

So I am having this dream and it's quite unusual. Towards the end of it, this guy takes another guy throws him down on the ground and proceeds to chop off his hand before grabbing a sledge hammer and swinging it over his head into the guy's back side.

Yeah, it's an extreme visual and quite graphic. Which only led me to believe that it wasn't me. I think I was slightly put off by it, and it was in my head.

To me, that is usually what signals me either out of the dream state or into a lucid dreaming state.

Anyway, when I encounter thoughts like this, the current thing I do is in my head say "Hello! Who is there?". If something is present, I either get a response or a blue circle in my vision.

Well, I got both. I got the circle first and then I got a name. It's a fairly common name, 3 syllables, starts with "B" and ends in "met".

I asked "show yourself", and to my surprise in my mind's eye, I saw the image of it. If you can figure out the name you'll more than likely find a picture of it. Anyway, the image I got had the creature in browns and reds and was kind of a profile view with its right leg leading toward me.

The conversation continued briefly as I said in my mind "You're not supposed to be here."

To which it's reply was "I know."

I assume at that point he left.

I was doing a little research about the dream vision and the creature when I came upon a story about pop artist Lady Gaga. Apparently she had a similar dream encounter where someone had their hand(s?) cut off. Her dream involved a creature by the same name.

Crazily enough, the dream is also a symbol of something related to the "illuminati".

I use quotes for the supposed cultish group, because I think it's a way for someone to feel like they are bigger or better than they really are.

The conspiracy wonks out there attribute the group to mind control tactics, which only leads me to the opinion that whoever it is, can only be of the lowest quality human. Otherwise why would you need to puff yourself up in that way.

Do I think there's anything to this? It doesn't matter. It's purely just coincidence. By that, I do mean it's coinciding by concept with something similar.

I would like to think there was some greater meaning to having such a dream or visitation, but I am not that deluded. Showing up in my dreams and twisting them to a different perspective is a good way to piss me off. I don't care if it's some kind of friendly or invited "guest", I don't appreciate being manipulated or toyed with.

Maybe this will serve as warning.

Vibram Five Fingers - Snugness

I finally got a pair of vibram sprint model shoes (in black). At first I thought they were the knock off, but I am fairly sure I got legit versions of the shoe.

Anyway, I thought they were knockoff because they were really tight in the toes! Yeah, it turns out that tight fit on the toes is pretty much standard.

Here's the thing. The shoe stretches after wearing it for a long (and I really mean long) while. The shoe needs to have a tight fit in order to stay properly on the foot. The shoe is basically a coating for the bottom of your foot, so it's basically a think skin layer with fabric support.

Anyway, I have learned some things about the tightness and fit of the shoe.

First is that you are not ready for how tight these shoes are when new out of the box. I mean it's really freaking tight. You might be able to wear them for an hour and that's about it. The next day it'll be two hours and you're going to have sore toes. Bear with them for a couple more days at this rate.

After the first week, I ended up wearing them outside in the rain. This caused them to loosen up a lot, so as they dried, I used that opportunity to stretch the toe pockets a bit more.

Even weeks later the shoe is quite snug, but it's not really tight. I've worn them all day.

I think the only problem I have now with the shoes is that the sprints look like I am wearing mary jane style shoes.

Yeah, forget the part where I have shoes with toes.

My older pair, are now too big. Seriously, the shoe is now loose on my feet. They are comfortable for just lounging in or doing some simple housework, but they're probably past the point where I can go for walks in them.

Knowing this, I have really relied on my newer sprints. I wear them almost all the time now and are my shoe of choice when I am going to be walking or whatever.

Lemp Mansion - The Third Face.

So I was looking again at the picture I analyzed at Lemp Mansion.



I think that's when I saw what my brother was talking about. He said he saw a 3rd face. Today I found the 3rd face!



It looks to me to be someone with long dark hair so that's what I outlined on the marked up graphic.



Anyway, take it for what you will. Here is the original post.

Also I apologize for my sloppy art skills. I don't really have any.

Going Barefoot.

I've been trying out something different lately. I've gone almost 4 weeks without wearing proper shoes. Translation, I'm barefoot.

I've had help though. I've supplemented my barefootedness with water socks, driving moccasins and of course "fivefingers" shoes.

There are moments where I have to wear a proper shoe. But they have been few and far between. The most prominent is of course bike riding. I am trying to ride the bike every day and try to get a better handle on being active.

It's really hard tho. I kind of injured my back during my training workouts. It's hampered my ability to be active as I would rather not work out because of the pain.

But back to being barefoot. I'm really enjoying it. The fivefingers shoes I found were a knockoff brand of the original vibram brand. Somewhat similar but yet somewhat cheapened by the fact they are knockoffs.

I'm not really getting into the knockoffs, but it make me want to say to the vibram company that when it becomes so hard for a consumer to buy a legitimate product that the suppliers can't even keep legit products in stock, this leave the consumer to seek outside means in order to obtain said product.

Honestly, I'd love to have a pair of actual vibram fivefingers, if they were accessible. The only way currently is to HOPE that a local store has a pair in exactly your size, or that the website actually has a pair.

Heaven forbid that you actually have to spend extra tho. $75 is a bit much for the basic pair... I'll get to that in a second.

My feet are on the smaller end of their line. I wear a size nine shoe, but I have a foot that is under 10 inches in length. This means I literally am at the bottom end of the mens shoe line.

I suppose I could try to go to the womens shoes, but they're slightly narrower. And by slightly, I exaggerate that they aren't slight.

The other part that gets me is that if these shoes were really set to the european scale then a size 39 would be the same for men as for women... they aren't even close.

Somehow they made their own sizing numbers. This makes no sense, because some sellers won't give you where their numbers come from. In the knockoffs, I wear a size 42/41, wheras I would wear a 40 in vibram's actual line.

It's a whole size difference which when it comes to fivefingers, this is extremely important.

Why do you say? Because if the shoe isn't exactly right on with the foot you'll get a blister because its too lose.

I got a couple of blisters. They went away quickly of course, but I have compensated somewhat in adjusting the shoe straps.

That being said, I totally love the fivefinger shoe. It's like placing a glove on your feet and then still going around barefoot. You really feel the grass go between your toes. You feel the textures of the ground. You feel every crack and every little impurity. However you don't feel the sharpness of the rock, or the sting of the thistles. All the positives without all of the negatives!

I would gladly pay full price for a legitimate vibram... if they were readily available. They just aren't.

You need to have it accessible to try them on... learn what the correct size is and what fits best. You can't really do that online, although that's the way the vibram company says is best.

I think that's a bit delusional, as you really should try them on first.

I spend countless hours in my five fingered shoes.

Now I don't presume to speak for people with foot problems or podiatrist or advocates of the barefoot style. I don't side with any of them. The only reason I am going barefoot is that it was something that I felt like I should do. So, I am doing it.

I've been going to workouts. Excellent results. Leg strength is way up, but that's due to the stability of not wearing a training shoe. Some weight lifters go barefoot anyway.

I've also felt a need to get in touch with the ground a lot more. It's no kind of religious or metaphysical thing. I consider that I need to get in touch with my body in the way nature should interact with it a whole lot more closely.

If the idea of having your toes separated is not ideal for you, I would suggest trying the vivo barefoot. I do have to say it is more expensive than the vibram. (btw, the vibram fivefingers was 2007's time magazine invention of the year)

I don't know if it's made me feel lighter, but I am enjoying the experience so much that I want a second pair.

I actually purchased a 2nd pair on e-bay, but it turned out to be the completely wrong size. I'll resell them later this summer as they are perfect for the colder months. I'd love a pair just like them in my size.

Which only makes me want 2 more pairs. The "classic" for the very basic use and the "flow", so I can wear them well into the later months of the year.

The "flow" replaces what I found out was a winter based shoe model, which kind of represented a boot. I kinda wished they kept producing that model. That one's pretty cool looking.